Greetings! This post will likely be a bit shorter because it is actually a question from me that I really want to hear from you all about. I was just talking with my friend Lynn about this yesterday, so here goes.
My journey of the last couple of years is fairly clear in this blog. Much of this journey has involved a lot more time in a lot of happiness. And here starts the loop. I find that I have a hard time understanding how to be in that happiness….in that elevated energy….here at home by myself. Out in public, I can share it….I greet the public transit operators and customer service folks that I meet. But just being here by myself at home and feeling very happy and full of love…and no one to share it with….I just don’t get it. And that gets me thinking about how no one is around to share it with, usually during those times when people actually are busy that evening or weekend or whenever. And I still end up going back to the familiar drama…and the loop continues. I spend time back in the doldrums until I loop back around to the joy.
It seems that I am such the sharer that I don’t know how to share it just with myself. Does this make sense? I don’t know how to be still here and enjoying it without exchanging it with a loved one…or even a stranger who has questions on their own journey. You know that feeling when you meet someone that you feel a special ‘click’ with, and you can’t wait to get home and tell your friends about it? That’s the one. That’s the kind of thing I’m talking about. That want to share it with someone else. There’s that word again…’share’.
And so there is my question to you all. How do you folks enjoy these beautiful moments of happiness, love, and joy when you can’t share it with another person? Or maybe a better way to ask this is how do you do it successfully? In a healthy manner? Just sitting quietly and being happy?
I really do want to hear from as many of you as possible. I’d like to hear, no matter how ‘silly’ you may think it sounds, or whether you think it makes sense or not. The one thing I would ask is that responses do not wander into the realm of adult audiences….I understand about that, and that is not what I’m asking here. Aside from that, feel free to start typing below, and I look forward to hearing your thoughts.
Love and Light, everyone!